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On Being Single, written by a Reluctant Single

I am 42. 

I am single. 

I have never been married, never been in any serious romantic relationship. A few dates, tried some online dating sites, but nothing has ever really happened. It’s not easy. As I get older and most of my other friends have gotten married and started families, I have felt like more and more of an outlier.

There are fewer and fewer people who are in a situation like mine and that comes with challenges. There have been moments when I felt left behind, like everyone else’s life has moved forward and mine is kind of stuck. People tend to socialize with people who are like them, have things in common to talk about. This can mean that married people most often socialize with other married people and people with kids most often socialize with people who have kids, especially if their kids are similar ages. This can often lead the single person to feel like a third wheel. It’s hard to contribute to the conversation if you can’t relate or can only relate in theory. 

I have spent plenty of time feeling sorry for myself, beating myself up, blaming myself for being single and fearing that maybe I will never get married. I have asked myself the question “What’s wrong with me?” and wondered if other people are asking the same question. I have come up with various answers and it always amounted to some version of “I’m not good enough and that’s why no one wants to marry me”. It’s been a dream of mine to be married and society tells me that marriage and family are normal, and it is how life is supposed to turn out. In certain churches, it’s God’s reward for obedience and purity. The messaging is out there and it can leave single people feeling lost and confused and wondering where they went wrong or why 

God isn’t answering their prayers. 

Another challenge is that other people aren’t always sure what to say or do around single people. They feel uncomfortable or unsure. When people ask me if I am married and/or if I have kids and I answer no, I get various responses. I will say that some people don’t even miss a beat; they smile and say something kind and I truly feel that if doesn’t bother them at all. Many times however, people look visibly uncomfortable or surprised. They seem to struggle to know what to say. 

Sometimes a cliché is the choice, something along the lines of “Well, it will happen eventually. You’re so beautiful, smart, etc.”. Or maybe “ Trust God’s timing. He has a plan for you.” Sometimes people imply that maybe you’re not trying hard enough, putting yourself out there, following the right rules, or maybe you have the “gift of singleness” and you must work to accept this. It is painful and awkward and confusing. So where do I go from here?

Well, the first step is one that I must take myself. I must choose to be kind to myself, accept my life as it is even while holding onto hope that I might get married someday. I can choose to live my life as it is now. I wish that I could say this is easy, but it is not. My life is still an unusual one in society. I am different. I don’t fit the mold. Moment by moment, I get to choose what to think and believe and how I speak to myself. 

What about other people? What do you say to someone whose life is different in some kind of way? Maybe someone to whom it is hard to relate? Well, I have been thinking about that and I have come up with a few ideas. It is far from an exhaustive list, but maybe it’s a start. 

  1. It’s okay if you’re not married. This one is simple and straightforward, but effective.
  2. I like you just the way you are. It can mean so much to hear this simple phrase from someone.
  3. You are just as valuable as anyone else. You are not less then because you are single. It is very common to feel less than as a single person. You’re not really celebrated for being single. Wedding showers, baby showers; the things that women are celebrated for tend to involve being a wife and mother. What if you’re not those things? Who celebrates you?
  4. I imagine that must be hard sometimes. I am here if you want to talk about it. Everyone needs someone to listen. Maybe it’s not so much advice that’s needed, but someone to listen and maybe a shoulder to cry on. 
  5. What’s that experience like for you?  Everyone has a story to tell and those stories can be very different. We all want someone to listen to our stories. If everyone’s story could be heard and celebrated, think of all the good that could do.
  6. You have a place. I think this is a huge fear for single people. Most churches for example have ministries for kids, youth, maybe college and career, and then it goes to married people. It might be divided into young marrieds and then families with young kids and then married people who are older, perhaps retired. What about single people? Where do they fit? Where is their place? Where is my place in the community? If I have a place, if I feel that I belong, it will make all the difference.

It’s hard to feel like a misfit. Everyone has a deep need to belong. Everyone wants to feel accepted for who they are. When I feel like I don’t fit in anywhere, it can cause me to question my place, my purpose, what I have to offer, if I am valued. 

I imagine there are a lot of people out there who feel like misfits for all kinds of reasons. It’s a struggle many are familiar with in their own way. Recently, I heard someone talking about how they were trying to pay attention to how what other people believe about them affects what they believe about themselves. Like it or not, we look to other people as mirrors. How they see us, the things they say or don’t say, how they make us feel all have a profound impact on us. 

If more people can feel seen and heard and valued and feel connected to their community, think of all the healing that could bring. 


It All Matters

In our busy lives we can lose touch of what is important as we focus on the immediate. I love this section from a book my sister is reading. It should be read slowly.

“It all matters. That someone turns out the lamp, picks up the wind blown wrapper, says hello to the invalid, pays at the unattended lot, listens to the repeated tale, folds the abandoned laundry, plays the game fairly, tells the story honestly, acknowledges help, gives credit, says good night, resists temptation, wipes the counter, waits at the yellow, makes the bed, tips the maid, remembers the illness, congratulates that victor, accepts the consequences, takes a stand, steps up, offers a hand, goes first, goes last, chooses the small portion, teaches the child, tends to the dying, comforts the grieving, removes the splinter, wipes the tear, directs the lost, touches the lonely, is the whole thing. What is most beautiful, is least acknowledged. What is worth dying for, is barely noticed.”
“We say ‘thank you very much’ and ‘I so appreciate what you have done’ to people who fill our grocery bags, to people who offer us a ride across town. What are the words to say to someone who gave you back your life, who believed that you still had a soul, who acknowledged how bad it is possible to feel? Shouldn’t there be another language for this? Different words altogether?”

This quote is from the novel, We Are Called To Rise by Laura McBride.

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